My only desire is to help someone that has lived what I lived throught. I understand if you are living a "living hell," that is how it realy feels. I encourage you to seek help if you have been a victim of abuse or are in the present being abused. There are many resources and organizations that are there to help you. God is in your side and the authority that God stablished in your town and state, are on your side.
There is always hope. Don't give up. God has a plan for your life. You have the right to live happy and fulfilled.